回魂夜...

今日系公公的回魂夜，

我答应婆婆今日会陪距过夜...

一早我同班friends去左shopping...

唔想去，但班friend 想我帮距地拣衫。

开始中意左pavilion...

同埋pull and bear 的衫都唔错价钱大众化！

parkson 入面的试衣室劲大！

超舒服！

我买左公公生前最中意食的东波肉返去...

临返前落左场大雨...

突然间又念返起公公以前经常带我地去大人餐厅食野...

宗系好挂住距...

你今晚会真的返黎吗...？

孤单 。冬至

所谓过冬大过年，

今年过冬好孤单。

以前总会在婆婆家吃饭，吃汤圆....

总会看见喜欢热闹的公公嘻嘻笑...

今天不再想往常一样了。

我孤单的呆在破碎的家～

没人在身边，

好想念以往的日子，

有公公有婆婆有爸爸有妈妈，

有一个完整的家...

*公，如果你在就好了！



～冬至快乐～

Grandpa passed away silently...

Finally,
grandpa leave us...
without noticing a single word...
i know he gone peaceful,
but do you remember you promised me,
you'll wait me finish presentation and accompany you that nite..
how come u went away that morning..?!
grandma told me, after i went bck the day before,
he did look for me...
1st glance on his dead body,
my tear couldn't even drop...
my mind keep telling me you're still sleeping with all the same setting like usual..
i still went for my presentation.

when i came home, the whole setting changed.
it's a funeral...
his dead body put aside which covered the whole body with a red blanket.
i asked why cover grandpa's head.. i don wan... i still wanna see him everyday!
tears fall eventually..
i can't imagine my day without him.
he cant accompany me dinner everyday,
he cant hold my hand everyday,
he cant talk to me anymore...
a lot cant floating in my minds.

Everythg happened in a sudden.
we neva expect that he will pass away that fast,
y neva wait for me..?
do you know i have a lot thgs to tell you still!!

to all frens,
i'll be ok, just need some times.
think it as in a positive way,
maybe its a sweet escape for him.
to escape by suffering by the sickness.
i understand, gong...
你安息啦...

*frens sent their condolences to me.. really appreciate this... they keep on msging me whether am i ok... that's a real frens defined! they are well understood me coz grandpa is the dearest to me...
denice, min c, qx, kangwei, poh hoi, aqua, aun, ai chey, tiong hoe, kee hoe, huang, fu, tim, hui e, foong e, b yen, yin, hui ring, kimmy, sweetie, winnie, b, albert, zhen, min min, cathy, yiping, shan, jc, melinda, yee mei, shu juan, ivy, chloe, boon, chiann, zoe, cheryl, swee chuan, soon kiat, kien, shi rong, cy etc...
im console to see you all, thanks for the donation and your attendance to the funeral... with my whole sincerity...

后悔

终于忙完手头的project，
跟往常一样今天去了探望公公。
他今天没有昨天精神，连眼睛也没打开过...
他怎么了？
医生说他病情逐渐恶化，
这也暗示了他要离开我们的日子也越来越近了...

一个人坐在门口的秋千，
呆了。
此时眼泪不由自主的流下了...
前天公公还对着我笑聊，
虽然那是半清醒状态。
想着他那慈祥的笑容，我那天真的不想回家赶功课。
他好久好久没这样笑过了...
公啊，
我真的不想你走... 但不能...
我很后悔为什么那天不陪你聊通宵！！
今天却没有了那个机会...
我在叫你，
你有听到吗？
真的后悔，我情愿不交功课！
情愿陪你！！！！
对不起... ;'c

不习惯没有你...

Studio time...

Just taken few pics in our studio today... everyone is bz wit their tutorial and working wit their own things coz deadline is around the corner... sigh...


pic 1> Kabs and shan... oops
pic2 > my mac and im doin my work ok...
pic 3> tutor wit us

X school mates gathering @ Scarlet

finally, the 1st met with u all after i came bck from Aussie... even that just a short time, but i do have some fun wit u all! chill out some other day dudes..!

挂住周俊杰！！

今日同杰仔chat 一 chat，

距话觉得一个人在泊斯的生活好孤单，居然突然好挂住我地...

距仲话阿伟就要返黎KL啦！！

就甘距更加觉得寂寞！！因为距自己一个返香港...

哈哈，

周俊杰，你都有今日啦！！

移民过黎马来ler... 甘我地就可以陪你咯！

一年时间就快期满啦，系时候返香港面对现实啦！

唔好再为距伤心知唔知！我地永远支持你！

多谢你在那段日子不断支持同鼓励我，我会永远记得你！

怀念我地饮whiskey个晚！记得吗？

你醉了，仲喊到成个花面猫！

最惨系我同伟要应酬你的酒后真言！！

同埋劲好玩的蒙娜丽莎，呢道无人陪我玩...（你知拉winnie唔玩得）

仲记唔记得个首歌？ Fantastic 呢？

同埋你那‘精湛’的舞蹈＋所谓的beat! 令我在那冬天跟住我地的beat和你’磨檫‘取暖！！

ahaha, 劲搞笑！

挂住你啊，周俊杰！

对不起

有件事令我过意不去，

前几日留言于一个人

简单的：hi, =P

这个留言居然引起了人家对我的憎厌。

对不起，

想话你知我无心架，真系唔知他是你的ex...

同埋我一直以来都留言给新加的friends!

并无他意！

（觉得系埋有d小器呢？鬼知这个圈子甘细咩... 对唔住咯！！）

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thats a new lecturer comes to our class today, he's mr.shawn. after his introduced himself, we know that he just back form london last 2 months. he's quite good looking but his fashion style is just bit hehehe different form others.

hmm... i suddenly have a stupid thought. im so silly keep blaming myself why i oways cant do all things in a perfect way. if im a talented student, i can st8 away get my scorlarship and study at oversea... haih... not born in a rich family some more..!! what to do... if there's a chance for me to leave now and study at oversea i'll say yes immediately... no doubt!! thats nothing meaningful for me to stay here as in a sad land..! without a good family background and if grandpa really away... wat else can make me stay here..?! i wondering why mr.shawn come bck to malaysia rather than staying at london!!!

im in the GREY mood, if i need to paint an artwork sure greyish colors will 1st comes to my mind... i wan leave leave to a faraway country form malaysia... to restart myself to a new life... CAN i?!!

leave 孙燕姿 lyrics:

车走走停停　路人潮拥挤　过往画面让心在下雨
我不会刻意回避　还爱你　念着念着却想哭泣

这世界有没有地方　能永远都晴朗
没有倔强　爱不再让谁受伤
身旁没你　地球失去重量
我多想能朝你方向飞吧　飞吧

你没对我说再见　所以我没有走远
等待你等得　忘了时间　快乐却早已跟随着你
Leave~　Leave~　Leave~

曾一起努力　曾一起相信　甜的苦的　剩各自回忆
用我最大的决心　要自己　爱了放了　没有恐惧

你没对我说　要我离去
我还在这里　等你带我
Leave ~ Leave

LOST...

Lost? as in wat field? hmm... freaking sad and disappointed today... "kbin, 1 week time you only did this and show me today? i don wan to listen to your ideas! suppose to show me your finalyzed works today!!" how the hell you feel if u were me when u presenting ur design to ur lecturer in a group tutorial? bearing my tears and don let it fall with just a simple replied, "sorry, i've got my personal probs."

lecturer asked me to see her after the tutorial.. by listening to my explains, she finally apologized to me... im sorry, really running out of time and ill really do my best for this project ok..? promised. she said if i needs she can actually extend the deadline for me, but i rejected and i told her sorry, i dont wanna be a problem student. chill out lots things wit ms. chui yee, and i feel like not bad she's quite a good listener and an understanding lecturer. it is really some hurts to me after listening the lecturers comment for my works, im omost cry... sigh...

the same thing goes worst, my grandpa was in the hospital and he is mentally give up and refused to eat and drink. but actually he is now in a serious situation, dr said no more hopes to cure... haih, think the TIMES come... as wat dr. christina told us, if he really wanna GO, all we can do is let him go and dont call him. hmm... how would i let him go... last nite i really cant bear my tears, he is in a blur situation is like his mind keep flashing back the old memories. he talks something weird, and closing his eye. the thing is he suddenly asked where i went just now, y late to come home... hmm sigh~ i cried on the spot... coz thinking bck as he always ask where i went last time once i come home late... hmmm... that nite when i stay overnite at the hospital to accomp him, he did sleep but he willl open his eye and look around is like seeing SOMETHING... old folks used to says, when a ppl going to pass away he will see the died relative to take him away... so its do really make me scared, and i hold his hand... i don wan him to scare i wan him to feel that im just around him... he wants to go home and told us that he don wan stay in the hospital... i kno wat he think he rather pass away in his own place but not hospital. but dr said if he go home he will pass away as in a struggling way coz the fluid will cause him breathless, as well as thats out of any medic equipments in the house. if he stay in hospital he will die comfortable, coz as long as they have the completes equipment for him. after convinced by us he decided to stay... all i can now is go to hospital everyday to accomp grandpa to finish the remaining life journey of him, sorry thats the reason im being freaking tired and moody recently... time goes by... think everything will end up fast with a happiness ending.

thats the thing happens recently, oops and i went to an advertising training agency yesterday, thats a talk for us. mm... its quite worth to attend, and i really get the points he trying to tell us. doin an ads is not only to be creative but u have to design it logically which suit to the market needs.

primary schoolmates gathering @ The Apartment

day before i sick.

went to the apartment @ the curve. its a nice restaurant, a strong concept they have. me, Qx, Leny, Dennis, Cy, Kw n his 'gf' attended. y shud i emphasis GF? omg his gf which is a ppl that we did not invited... pls, kno wat she said? she said our jokes not that funny so y she gonna laugh wit us wo?! wtf, 1 thg is i don really give a damn to her while she sit there with her bf for quite hours. she's so called invisible to us... damn! some more she's just an extra to us lo.. dont really care whether she's sitting there or not. 1st sight on her is already bad some more with this kinda dammit attitude she have? wtf? we just have a drinks some where do she need to dress up like a untie or maybe her so call mature look gua... and make up like a ghost? haha leny said maybe she's trying to make smoky eye but end up i really tot its a panda's eye..!! ahaha please its late nite already pls look after ur bitchy gf and don let her out to scare others man!

anyway, i'm not angry just telling some truth feeling here... and please dont act like ure fashionable, u're totally OUT! terrible panda eyes..

long time neva c Leny, she's still the same very talkative. we're same too as in the way we only talk with each other but not the so call bf n gf... please la... have fun guys s long s we happy coz dont think they'll care oso, keep doing those irritating reaction front of us last many times. ppl, dont act like u r very high classy ppl since u r not ppl will really fell it as in disgusting way dude...!

some candid taken @ Curve >> can u c the gf n bf??

Kabs gone SICK

im sick.. i wondering what happen to me... a whole body full of red dots, some more high fever... it is so torturing, i'm like a useless one sleep sleep and sleep whole day!! really hate this kinda feeling! last morning went to see doctor, he said i'm allegic. and give some medicine for me. i did take it on time, but still the same all the red dots still sticking with me! what the fuck! i'm really out of energy, only sleep i can do... all that medicines are so horrible to me! i don wan eat but still i have to!! long time never get sick... but thing comes seriously once i sick...

people always says, you'll know who is the true friends to you once u sick.. and now i get what they mean. thanks for all caring, i'm appreciate! for those not even care or whatever, i dont really give a fuck, no energy some more..

scare i can't catch up with my assignment. pray to god, get me recover well soon please!! i really like the current project.. and i can't lose...!!

Kabs gone SICK

im sick.. i wondering what happen to me... a whole body full of red dots, some more high fever... it is so torturing, i'm like a useless one sleep sleep and sleep whole day!! really hate this kinda feeling! last morning went to see doctor, he said i'm allegic. and give some medicine for me. i did take it on time, but still the same all the red dots still sticking with me! what the fuck! i'm really out of energy, only sleep i can do... all that medicines are so horrible to me! i don wan eat but still i have to!! long time never get sick... but thing comes seriously once i sick...

people always says, you'll know who is the true friends to you once u sick.. and now i get what they mean. thanks for all caring, i'm appreciate! for those not even care or whatever, i dont really give a fuck, no energy some more..

scare i can't catch up with my assignment. pray to god, get me recover well soon please!! i really like the current project.. and i can't lose...!!

grandpa @ hospital

this evening, grandpa breathless in a sudden, we brought him to a clinic nearby our house. but guess it's useless, he asked me to overnite at his hse to accompany him. at night, he really so hard to breath, n we finally send him to hospital...

we sent him to UM, which is a super sucks hospital..! poor service, poor DR n all!! how could the dr neva pay their professional to the patient?! we waited for a long time, n ya donno wat the hell we're waiting! the nurse keep saying wait them to arrange a wad for him, but guess how many hours we stay there? bout 6 hours man! from 9.30 to 4am!! wat the fuck?!

ok, we settle down in the room, but still cant sleep... haih.. dr n nurses keep coming in to check somethg n ask somethg.. n i'm the one who gonna overnite there to take care of grandpa.. till 9 the other morning, aunty came n exchange wit me, her turns to stay wit grandpa.. i str8 away went slp after reached home. wen i woke up at 5, i got headache n realize that im sick... some fever wit me... guess last nite neva sleep well n get cold in the wad...

really so farn.. fucked up again... fri is the deadline n seriously im still mess up wit my progress, bet i cant submit ontime. wat to do?! really fucked up wit my groupmates, isit my prob? or as wat they said thats my fate?! n now grandpa problem some more! grrr.. really donno wat to do! DAMN! who to blame?!

y grandpa breathless...? i think the virus spread to everywhere... n still he having lung cancer, so think thats the main point y he breathless... the time i look at him last nite... i really bad feeling... sometimes i even think how if god let him go... maybe thats the better way for him rather being torture.. my heart really pain looking at him... really feel that myself useless... its torturing him in the same time torturing us too... we're like helpless by stand aside looking at him... god gave us time to have our self prepare... i guess i can accept now if he really let go... sorry... i kno wat im sayin, maybe is bad... but its really torture us by looking at him without doin anythg...

p/s: thanks all f concern from u all my fren... im ok... still some headache... but guess time will prove everythg to me, god'll lead me the way..

Family DAY~~ HAPPY

tonite, we went out to the ship for dinner. wen i said we, this included me, mum n sis... we went shooping b4 that.

we talk a lot of thg... but 1 thing is my mum asked: if a man takle her, can we accept wit she be wit that man...?! my sis said YES, but im saying NO to her coz i need some time to cope wit... but after she explained to me... i really feel like wat she said really comes wit her point...

"if someone really good fall to her, y not she accept him..? n yet shes getting old, unless alone for the whole life? a good man fond of now doesnt mean that he will fond till the time wen i can accept." mean y don goes wit him since now the man likes her?! if she rejected, who know wat will happend at the future..?!

i suddenly realised that wat she said really right.. old folks use to say: 苏州过后没艇搭

is that rite?! we took a lot photos where we had a long time neva take photo together with her. feel like she recovering well from the stupid incident! glad to see that! oops n ya, super happy..!!! coz sis paid the bill!!!! ahahahahahaha

n don worry my frens our group are on our progressing, n i did do my assignm well K! no worries

my lovely HIM...

sure ppl think of other thgs wen i wrote my lovely HIM...

he is my grandpa.. yes is my lovely grandpa. hmm... he infected for lung cancer on mac of this year... things goes serious it is already worst to level 3 wen we had his body checked... yes, that time wen we 1st know he got this cancer, we extreamly depressed... but wat to do... no matter how expensive is the medical fees we oso gonna pay for it coz he is our man their father s well s my gong gong...! b4 cancer infect grandpa, we used to go breakfast evry sunday morning... but coz of this case happened we neva hang out together... coz its adi spread to his brain and makes right hand of him uncontrollable.. actually b4 this he oways told me wonder y his hand like out of control n cant really write keep shaking sometimes.. n im actually donno that that is really such serious as cancer... haih... a lot of thg happened. everytime wen i see him i have to act like very tough to prove him whether v shud hav positive thinking to gone thru it... even my parents they all keep crying all the times, m oso hafta act like ya evrythg gonna be orite, gonna be fine... but everytime wen i went bck to my room, i was like crying like hell... hmm... we gone thru all this n he is now in a beta condition, but still gonna check up n do his chemotheraphy once a week...

grandpa really love me n sayang me... i was like the most he love among other kids... n im really love him too. parents oways telling me, gong gong evrytime eat alot wen having his meal wit u... mm... this really make some guilty of mine... which i cant accomp him evrytime for evry meal sometimes.. n last week he told me that i hafta APPEAR once a time everyday at his hse... i feel weird y he suddenly tell me this... then i answered OK! without considering... seriously, i can spend wateva to him if i could really do to sactify him... wat to do... gong gong r now a day slimmer, n v all can c it obviously... i do wateva thg he expected me to do... everytime wen i go out wit him, i really wanna hug him n hold his hand walk together no matter how other ppl look at me... i don care s long s i can hold him n avoid evry bad thg happen to him...

this morning... he went toilet n cant control his shit n make the toilet dirty, i clean up wit evrythg... this is not the point... he feel so guilty yet shamed.. coz he feels like gimme trounble to clean up dirty... wen im cleaning the toilet the same time i tell him, u r my gong gong is my responsiblity to do all this to u who cares it is dirty or smelly?! i will clean it up for u wit no blamed! seriously, i don care whether its smelly or dirty... im willing to do all this to u with no blamed... gong, really i really do!

after that i went hospital wit him n parent for chemo. i chilled wit my aunt who is his daugther. she told me his condition getting worst but maybe we cant c it from outer part of grandpa's but is his inner part. dr told her he dont have much time left... asked me to treasure every moment wit him, i was like blur n the environment goes numb.. (b4 ths i really tot he recovering well, who knows) that time she telling me this i saw some tears coming out from her eyes... i said its ok... don need to be too depressed, as long as we do our best for him,, so that v wont regret in the future... the whole day moody... i really scared of that horrible day comes to me.. i don wan... i really don wan... i wan christmas, CNY n all the festive season wit my grandpa...

promised to god ill do the best to him n my myself unregrettable!! gong, i love u...

pic1> grandpa b4 diseased

THANKS TO ALL OF U...

Today my mood not really good... thinking of many things... suddenly feel like why a lot of thing happens to me this year...?! from my dearest grandpa's cancer to the divorced of both my dad n mum... hmm? i ask myself y? n seriously sometimes i really tired to face all this problem... just from the time i came bck from Aus evrything changed, noticed that im actually have 1 more so called 'sis' which my dad 'daugther' wit the other bitch! n somemore that 'daughter' was adi 4 years old!!! wat the fuck?! as u were me..? wat u gonna do..? huh? can u take it? everythg changed so as my lifestyle and all... last time wen i went out late dad sure wait for me, even he will scold... but now i came home late oso... like no1 care me anymore... why god created such thing to me? y so unfortunate? who to blame? the bitch or my dammit dad? huh?

i recieved a call just now bout 11++, is my dad.. he just asking y i haven slp and c whether my bro doin wat... his sound like actually bit sad... n my heart goes sour... but wen i think bck 4 yo daugther!! my mood turns bck moody!! thats really run ou of solution other than divorce, no doubt... gals out there can u bear wit a husband where he have another mistress and somemore a dauther aged 4? huh???

anyways, i think i really needs time to accept it... even it is an incident happens last month... gimme some time ler... really.... im asking who? i wonder too...

to all my dearest frens, this is y im not happy n moody recently... i kno u all care me so much, but sometimes it is hard to tell u all face to face... so wat to do, all i can is post it here so that u all will know wat happen to me...

li shan>a really good fren to me, who oways care me once i absent or late sure she will text me.. n just now, she sent me a msg says, kabs, pls come to tutorial tml, wat happen to u? anythg can tell me, i'll help u..

sweetie> i neva reply her msg coz really moody... she asked y neva go coll, n somemore sent me a testi @ frenster...!!! sorry dear, mm sometime i just wanna be alone n really thanks for caring... hugs

B> maybe sweetie told him n he text me too... he said anythg not happy can oways share wit him...

lin zhen> she text me too, she said pls come tml cls.. and encourage me to finish my project and show tutor..

shups> same thg give me a call n says somethg warmth...

really touching whereas i neva put any relavant text @ my display msg or wat wat wat.. to all my frens.. really appreciate wat u guys did to me... n i kno sometimes the problems are so horrible but thats the solution still... n i really needs some times to get used to it...

other than this, my o ranbbit's fren committed suiside last nite... hmm.. it is really a silly kinda thinking... y shud him choose the stupid ways to end up his life?! n ya, treasure everythg that u hav sort of frens, family members, gf, bf.... do wateva u wanted to do n u wont kno wat will happens tml... make ur life unregrettable.. my o rabbit, i oways here to company wen u sad!! sincerely

What happen to me?

i neva go coll this morning not even in the noon... it is so shame if i go n without showing anythg... as i told they don wanna tolerate.. but Jo rang me up his morning... and she said v finish it by tml... then wat shud i say? OK lo..

noon i accompany Poh hoi to celcom new product briefing at a golf club somewhere opposite eastin hotel. it is really kinda lame n yet super bored... haiz, wat to do he is my beat fren... kno him for many years that is 1 more gal or so called untie among us... 3 of us really close fren wen we was at the secondary schoool, but the girl got married n born twins... shes really a happiness wife of her husband... really glad to c that..! other then the briefing it is also a hari raya jamuan smthg like that la, then luckily we had our lunch there. although it is malaysian food but still nice coz it's buffet served..

pic 1: taken in Poh Hoi car... and i was like syiok sendiri whereby he dont give a damm, which i used to!! n he shows the stupid face like i;m forced him...>

pic2: me wit the event's attire: smart casual.. _ _lll but i saw a lot uncle neva wear so...>

pic 3: the figure taken in his car... horrible n not nice at all, i can say wateva i like,.. coz he not gonna view my blog oso... sigh~>

What happen to me?

i neva go coll this morning not even in the noon... it is so shame if i go n without showing anythg... as i told they don wanna tolerate.. but Jo rang me up his morning... and she said v finish it by tml... then wat shud i say? OK lo..

noon i accompany Poh hoi to celcom new product briefing at a golf club somewhere opposite eastin hotel. it is really kinda lame n yet super bored... haiz, wat to do he is my beat fren... kno him for many years that is 1 more gal or so called untie among us... 3 of us really close fren wen we was at the secondary schoool, but the girl got married n born twins... shes really a happiness wife of her husband... really glad to c that..! other then the briefing it is also a hari raya jamuan smthg like that la, then luckily we had our lunch there. although it is malaysian food but still nice coz it's buffet served..

Wat u really wan?!

went out wit winnie n B just now, we had a loooong time nvr chill out which only 3 of us. we chill till 3 o'clk.. talked a lot of issue... but same case oways happen, i'm oways have diff opinion with my B.. ok, he oways asked me to manage my financial.. sigh, ok... i will try la..! but bit not agree wit wat he said. u know wat, he oways talk out loud, n other peoples ard us keep looking at me, make it like im a problem guy!! but its really kinda funny hang out wit them..

other then that, 1 of my Aussie fren rang me up, he said they are doin good there. and will come bck at december. but Hin reject to come bck, he said he need work for money to plan for his future and sure for his lil gf too.. how sweet!! he's really a good man, just like our big brother in the hse, of course we still have our mother which is winnie.. we oways teasing both them.. haha really miss the time at Aus la.. everyday live our days without difficulty.. im saying like even thats some bad memories too, but still it's all valuble!! so ppl, don give up the chance to go out from malaysia if u have the chance! it's really wider up ur eye's sight!

still thinking to do my interface even though it was late, but Jo neva reply my msgs!!! i really don like to do group work!! i kno, but still have to stick wit it ma! grrrr... 1 of my groupmate somemore sick!!!! not to say wat, but sometime really fucked up wit all that, like me my self d only 1 to do all that... argh!!!!!!

hmm, "wat u really wan?!" i ask someone for quite many time, v r just a fren as u said.. then y still u keep on messaging me such fucking stuff!! wat miss me wat do care bout me?! wtf?!?! just tell me wat u wan.. wat so po ma?! huh? but, honestly i do miss someone too.. but im still trying hard to forget.. as i said it is not easy to built up a relationship, it's really takes a loooong time and once u end it up u will feel like erm isit too fragile n keep on saying i don wanna end up i don wanna end up.. things goes same, after u tried so hard to say u don wan end up like this for so many time, finally u will feel like fucked up yet bored.. n start thinking y im so stupid keep on asking the 1 come bck to me... is that lame? i;m oways think i'm good, y have to give up the whole forest just becoz of 1 nursery? huh??!?

i tried my hard to ask u bck to me, but since u don wan.. then ok lo, no comment.. but y still u said that to me? huh?? TELL ME la WAT U REALLY WAN?

photo1: we stayed 1 room at AUSSIE, no words can describe our relationship.. hee the purplr color shirt is HIN lol..

photo 2: Hin eating the pasta v cooked for him since he don like beef..

photo 3: no doubt, thats wai wai... block the scene=P

Wat u really wan?!

Kabs gone MAD!!

GOSH... just finished my group's power point... omg... its omost 30 slices... as i told others they said we're mad!??!? but wat to do dude!? hmm... the same thing happens these continuos day.. i was like gone thru it repeatly everyday... hmm loooong time neva ypload ma blog!! gonna add on somethg here! keith sent me a pic which we takenit last week! so funny kinda pic we're like small kid in the kindergarden!! sigh...

my mood is bck... i finally feel like gonna be some aggressive this coming days. so yeah! cheerup dude!!

to be continue here...

i have a blog at frenster, as in http://ed1314.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/ this link... will have a new begins here...