special for Y..

wonder since when, thats a gap between us..

changes from a really best friend to stranger..

wonder since when u deleted my contacts..

i bet we don even talk from the day before i go AUS until now ..

wonder if u believe, i did miss you, thinking of you these days..

even the days at AUS..

i bought a m&m  choc dispenser for u from AUS..

but i still dare not to take it for u until now..

i don wan to bother you not because i'll forget u..

but seriously, i keep u in my deep heart..

the dispenser is still with me and it's displaying on the table of my room..

i keep every single word you sent..

MSG: sense of growing up..do it great man..all the best to u~take k

date: 10/25/2007 10:34 am this is the 1st msg you sent me since i bck from AUS.. wondering wat to say.. this blog entry is just really wanna prove it to u.. U R OWAYS CARED..! recently, i received your msg.. and i really glad to see that.. i wonder wat to reply.. coz im really scared if im offended again, and you will not gonna talk to me again.. Y, I MISS YOU! =1 Y is a gal that i admire.. we are really best fren before the worse thing happen between us. i treasure her.. i might be too aggressive last time.. but time passing so fast.. many things changed, i gone thru many things between the time we lost our contact.. now,she's back, again.. really wanna tell her, i wont offend again until u runaway from me.. i promise..!

我给凯滨的信

凯滨，

最近你点啊？ 生活的好唔好啊..? 知你最近个心好乱，你还好吗？ 我觉得你的思想成熟左好多.. 尤其是你的爱情观 你深知在呢个圈子好难寻找真爱 但系你始终好努力地去尝试 我知你甚至慢慢体化左你个圈子的人同事.. 这个世界是多么的现实及残酷 你要小心保护自己！ 我亦对你有信心 你那清晰的头脑 足以显示出你是理智的 对吗？ 

近来你头脑一直回忆返你共他的亿记 你是否堕入左个陷阱？ 唔好啊 记住 你的意志力是多么的强 我觉得你会控制到自己 我知你自己亦都清楚知道自己做紧咩 临跌之前切记煞车 

三人游戏并不是这么好玩 伤心geh始终系一个人 你觉得他会陪你伤心吗？ 系唔会 我也知你寻逆中寻找着真正爱惜自己的他 你亦会觉得疲累 毕竟处处撩人并不是你的长处 无错 系有D难 卑多D时间er.. 爱情系无得急架 慢慢利 

最后切记切记 你的学业 唔好忽略了它 他先是你未来的引路人 我记得你话过你唔想你的一生就甘平平淡淡的过去 你要活得比我更加精彩啊！

                                                                                                                                 我上

愛一個人~

愛一個人，要了解，也要開解； 
要道歉，也要道謝； 
要認錯，也要改錯； 
要體貼，也要體諒； 
是接受，而不是忍受； 
是寬容，而不是縱容； 
是支持，而不是支配； 
是慰問，而不是質問； 
是傾訴，而不是控訴； 
是難忘，而不是遺忘； 
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代...

国鸿～

国鸿这个字有多久没有从我口中叫出了....

自己也渐渐的模糊...

今日去左距间铺头食肉骨茶，

一次四堂车去左subang稳距..

好奈无见到距啦..

以前我们是多么的熟悉..

而家却又陌生的如此生疏..

就因为个一次发生左几严重的错事，

注成今日最熟悉的陌生人..

当日如兄弟相称的我们，

今日居然在彼此心中～

就算你企我面前 彼此的心依然这么近 那么远..

好想问 你最近还好吗？

反紧屋企途中

我忍唔住sms左距..

个两个简单又沉重的字～

拜拜  也

最后 他回复左我～

下次再见:)

就甘 

无言的结局 ＝X

祝你开心！

A Feeling of being CARED..

yesterday was leonard birthday,

we went dinner with him to celebrate his birthday..

that night i received a call from cheng keat..

a really best fren that i neva talk to him for quite long even everytime we went out together with a gang of frens..

wondering how to say.. but i kno we care each other..

on the phone,

he said he went to my hse to fix the washing machine..

i could neva realize that this is the 2nd time he went there to fix it..

coz everytime mummy make call..

he scolded me..

he said don oways put in the small coins to the machine no wonder oways break down..!

and its expensive to fix..!

the switch broke down and the paip stucked do you kno?

i was like I REALLY KNO...

but wat to do...

daddy not here anymore... 

i donno to fix, HOW?!

i replied WHY SCOLD ME WO!

then he said im not scold u i just want u to kno..

be aware oways..

next time if it break down again gimme a call don call to my company!

i come to fix it for you k..

as well as the switch and the paip..

this sun i come your hse to fix all wateva not functioning..

i feel warmth and being cared..

and he finally shows his cares so obvious...

hmm...

all i can say is... THANK YOU..

dai gor gor!

Thanks GOD!

tuesday, 11mac

this afternoon after we submitted our project 3 n 4,

we decided to go clubbing that nite..

and we are so excited... coz long time we neva chilling out together..

something bad happens all in a sudden..

winnie felt uncomfortable coz she period for quite many days,

 

but still haven stop..

after that, B brought her to see a dr..

after scan the report shown that a tumor in her private part...

argh..! how could this happen to her again?!

when sweetie call to inform me i was shocked in half sleep..!

she cried.. everyone cried on the spot..

and i rush to her hse.. and keep cheer her up..

we all are bearing our tears obviously...

the other day, we brought her to double check to confirm whether isit true,

who knows all bad things come to an end..!

thanks god thats just a small normal tumor..

and medicine can well remove the tumor..

we had a bad day last nite..

and this gave me a good thought..

whereby be brave to do everythg u decide to do..

don hesitate and scared to be regret..

or else u wont kno wat will happen the next seconds..!

because of her i cried..

my mind keep flashing back the memory between us and winnie..

she's really a best fren to me.. and a good ah ma..

we gone thru many untill we can the tough frenship between us..

i don wan to lost her...

haha... god bless..!

I LOVE YOU LEE WAI GAU!

(she sure scold me coz i listed all here.. but i really hop to share my thoughts here.. friends out there.. you are all treasured..!)

a HK friend visited me..

last week,

a HK fren visited me..

he is JIM..!

i brought him travel around KL..

we went shopping, KLCC, china town and bla bla..

for sure brought him to eat malaysian food..!

unbelievable he can eat spicy food well...

not like chou chun kit...!!

haha..

hk's life style is just so different to malaysia lifestyle..

i was so envy and jealous...

they can buy branded stuff easily with their high salary...

hmmmmmm some pressure chilling out with him,

he wears diesel, d 2 squares, CK, as well as marc jacob, Dior homme....!!

argh, how i hop i can finish my studies as fast as possible..

and work to get all the branded stuff..!!

but i think even i work my salary oso less than enough to buy those brands..

argh...

people said proud to be a malaysian...

me?

i don agree.......................................

at nite,

we went to a club..

this club i wont go if not he keep convincing me to accompany...

i thought thats a nice club with good environment..

who knows me and jim extremely disappointed..

it's sucx! and lotsa malay...

we'd rather go another club...

Jim is a nice fren..

hmm, unexpectedly we can chat well while this is the 1st time we meet..

and he said malaysian canto he really cant understand but i can talk well like a hong kee..

haha i wonder y oso..

maybe oways talk with chou chun kit gua..!