Sunday, November 30, 2008
Bebe, Papa love you very much...
Friday, November 28, 2008
From another.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
爱是怀疑
呢句说话不断浮现在他脑海里
是心虚 还是 否认
他 真系分不清楚
今朝冲凉是时忽然间回忆起 他对他的好
生日蛋糕
生日大餐
笨苯的礼物
为他用力的钉洞(皮带)
需要他时 他的出现
每一次的凑巧
仲有 饥饿时温暖现身的饼饼
所有所有
他真系 感动了
呢一刻的他 有点眼红红
好想抱紧这分钟
大力的抱着他
请容许他在这里多要求一点
希望每一次对望时 他会将他看进眼里
他好久没有从他眼中看到自己了
与其去怀疑他是否对他还有感觉吗
不如他将他的手牵紧 继续的走向未来的路呢?
他庆幸遇到他
切记珍惜
"快别让我 快别让我
快别让我颤抖
快对我说 快对我说
快对我说 爱
直到自由像海岸线一样
随潮汐冲散
什么都自然"
quote from: 爱人动物 苏打绿
nice song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7EeJlz5ltw
Friday, August 22, 2008
给 铃~
开始对这个社会觉得失望
呢几日 身边发生左D不愉快的事
点解这个社会生存着如此无知的人?
又点解这个社会生存着如此无聊的人?
请容许我在这里狠毒的诅咒他
这一辈子都生仔无屎忽!
我相信他会有报应的
亲爱的 铃
你的勇敢 我们都看见了
也深深的打动了我们
因为你 我眼眶红了
心里的怒火不停的在焚
昨天的那通电话 我俩都苦了
真的公道自在人心
当所有外人都冲着你来时
记得 望一望你身边
你 还有我们
还有我们和你同一阵线
支持你 明白你
我真系好心痛
点解你会受到这样的遭遇
我甚至担心
担心你会抱着这个阴影一辈子
坚强点 会过去的
给你的
你最勇敢 TWINS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eUM_W6466k
Friday, August 8, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
死亡
而会选择了结自己的生命呢?
是不是因为身边没有了什么力量再去驱使他们活下来呢?
我自己觉得生命真系好脆弱
亦觉得自己对死也逐渐麻木
我珍惜身边所有用心珍惜我的人
问心无愧
毕竟我害怕有一天身边的他们会突然离开我
不想自己会后悔当初
好想问
你有真心地珍惜我吗?
当我们可以笑对生死
死已经不再可怕
( 感触于某人部落)
Sunday, June 8, 2008
飘零燕
填词:李峻一
从前从前 曾拖紧母亲手臂
童年童年 渴睡中她亲面冚被
可惜一天 她竟收拾行李 没再一起
何时离巢 长空展翅的小燕
仍然茫然 半路中双亲望不见
只好解释 一家安乐如意 没有多少
*然而剩我一个
更加飞得坚壮 总算收获
然而倦了 哭了
盼双亲再如初 抱紧我
荡失的孤燕想归家
处处雪 处处冷
降落到哪里才是家
我(你)必须要拍翼挣扎
习惯孤独 长空中往返
飞出生天 我(你)会怕 也会冷
对逝去童年仍念挂
漫天风雪 独自招架
但再长大 还是会想她
(你已长大 能独个归家
前路会掌握 寒夜再飞返)
男孩男孩 能供给爱跟关注
然而怀疑 最後彼此不易相处
多少相恋 终生不用情变 绝对保鲜
虔诚祈求 城中所有的小燕
无尤无愁 冷夜中双亲赠温暖
一位不少 一家安定无缺 没有纷扰
repeat *
Sunday, May 18, 2008
终于....读完了《小王子》
Thursday, May 15, 2008
这一刻,我们在与天斗!
Breakfast at McDonald' (an article from web)
I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.
The last class I had to take was Sociology.
The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.
Her last project of the term was called, 'Smile.'
The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions.
I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake,
literally.
Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning..
It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.
We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then
even my husband did.
I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.
As I turned around I smelled a horrible 'dirty body' smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.
As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was 'smiling'.
His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.
He said, 'Good day' as he counted the few coins he had been clutching.
The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.
I held my tears as I stood there with them.
The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.
He said, 'Coffee is all Miss' because that was all they could afford. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).
Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.
That is when I noticed all eyes in the
restaurant were set on me, judging
my every action.
I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray.
I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.
He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, 'Thank you.'
I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, 'I did not do this for you.. God is here working through me to give you hope.'
I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, 'That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope.'
We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.
We are not church goers, but we are believers.
That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.
I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.
I turned in 'my project' and the instructor read it.
Then she looked up at me and said, 'Can I share this?'
I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.
She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.
In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my son,the instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.
I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn:
UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.
Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to
LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS -
NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.
There is an Angel sent to watch over you.
In order for her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want watched over.
An Angel wrote:
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head.
To handle others, use your heart.
God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.
this is really an meaningful article..to me..
and to u i hope..
take some time to realize,
you will get the meaning behind...
Sunday, April 20, 2008
she wrote to me... =C
today i read bck my friendster msg where my frens sent me last time.. hmm... i found this.. a 'girl' fren sent to me few months ago.... hmm... wonder if we ever be together that time... hmm, really donno wat a girl want.. really... maybe i care too much..
hot temper?! haha... so funny after me and my fren saw this.. i don need a judge by her.. all my frens know my personality. hmm.. but is good too, now i kno wat kinda girl she is... and just after read thru her blog..
hmm, i did felt depressed last time when i saw this. but its ok.. when her slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up.. thanks for being so sweet to me that time.
Thursday, March 27, 2008
special for Y..
date: 10/25/2007 10:34 am this is the 1st msg you sent me since i bck from AUS.. wondering wat to say.. this blog entry is just really wanna prove it to u.. U R OWAYS CARED..! recently, i received your msg.. and i really glad to see that.. i wonder wat to reply.. coz im really scared if im offended again, and you will not gonna talk to me again.. Y, I MISS YOU! =1
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Monday, March 24, 2008
我给凯滨的信
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
愛一個人~
要道歉,也要道謝;
要認錯,也要改錯;
要體貼,也要體諒;
是接受,而不是忍受;
是寬容,而不是縱容;
是支持,而不是支配;
是慰問,而不是質問;
是傾訴,而不是控訴;
是難忘,而不是遺忘;
是彼此交流,而不是凡事交代...
Sunday, March 16, 2008
国鸿~
Friday, March 14, 2008
A Feeling of being CARED..
Thanks GOD!
a HK friend visited me..
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
对唔住啊~叶保汇!
呢件事激 男女男 左我最要好的朋友...
距连电话都唔接...
回复的信息全部都带刺...
好心痛~
呢期好忙,
等我交完功课之后先再探返你er...
诚心地同你讲 对唔住 啊...!
I don wan this happen!
i dreamt a serious quarrel in our family...
i dreamt dad brought the mistress and her daughter to visit us...
she's crying and ask us accept her and her daughter..!
how could i accept them!
I CAN'T!
I CAN'T!
I CAN'T!
i even cried...
it's so damn real...!
I DON'T WANT!
I DON'T WANT!
I DON'T WANT!
Saturday, February 23, 2008
给‘皇后’的歌~
作曲: 伍仲衡
填詞: 林夕
編曲: 伍仲衡
監製: Gary Chan
就當你的可愛沒法擋
為何誓要不速的到訪
唯有扮不慌不忙 各不相干
仍難防 情人眉目似當初好看
道別後 完全無事幹等於說謊
想起我 捱到硬朗
怎可給你 填我空檔
*我不信愛人離開竟可變密友
我早有滿城朋友代你聚頭
像情人溫柔 怕無端牽動我
無謂要放未放手(難道你 纏綿未夠)
我恐怕友情逃不出戀愛毒咒
再嬉笑也難忘記為你怎樣痊y
和舊愛人親近怎獲救
饒恕我受夠
(陪著你這種好友 未夠修為承受
難道共你講 新歡他 怎挽手)*
就算有多少說話要講
如何扮知己安撫對方
如這樣好都分離 也真冤枉
為何還 前來移近你不滅臉龐
但又恨 再細看你肌膚的暗光
假使當 朋友待你
功亏一篑 無法釋放
Repeat*
to my dearest queen..
i m i s s y o u....
='C
Thursday, February 14, 2008
CNY day 3.. KUNG FU DUNK~
kung fu dunk..!
not bad coz i walk in without any expectation..
well it's kinda funny.
ah sa only appear quite fews time..
too bad.
can still go and watch la..
not that worst ant least some fun la..
hehe remember dont highly expect to this film..
=P
CNY day 1..
today supposed to eat vegie..
mm few of us again take the meal gather with uncle and his family..
after lunch at home,
time to wait for all the relatives to visit us.
wow.. it's ang pau time!!
all of them came and it is really happening..
really hop to share wit grandpa..
haih...
both them really neva bear their responsibility..
the relatives keep asking where is your papa and mummy..
all i can answer is "they went out.."
hmm...
once again grandma fall her tears when they all asked how is her..
all i can do is stand by her lo..
said YOU STILL HAVE ME POPO..
hmm.. 1 of my aunt said let her pour out wateva she wanted to say..
ok...
noon,
i went to mum's mother hse...
haha which is another granny's hse..
they so happy when they see me..
they said unexpectedly that i will still visit to their hse even mummy not ard..
im glad to see them too!!
we talk talk talk and they so worried bout us..
then keep asking how we doing..
thanks...
oops,
my lil cousin grown 'big'..
as last time he is still a baby..
he can somemore talk to me..
i love him alot wow soooooo cute....!!
CNY's eve~
is that still alive in my dictionary?
NO.
dad went away,
mum went away,
what remained?
me, sis, bro and grandma.
what hurts the most..?
once if a special season and your dearest are all not along with you..
i miss grandpa..
miss last year when we sit together last reunion dinner.
together with dad and mum with lotsa fun..
all changed..
hmm...
i cried..
cried when 1 of my aunt call me..
cant bear my tears..
but still i cant leave my grandma alone..
promise ill accomp her every festive season..
popo, you still have me..
now and forever!
hmm..
cheer up kabs!
that night i went to Foong YEe 's hse.
a best friend which i know her whole family well..
eventually i still feel some warmth there..
Sunday, February 3, 2008
UPTOWN?!
bought a shoe from Converse..
after dinner wit friends,
we went a place so called 'Uptown' @ wangsa maju..
this is totally diff wit the UPTOWN i went @ PJ..
and it's actually a night market of malay style..
sigh~
we went off bout 3 o'clk..
coz we reached there already 1.30 a.m after dinner.
well,
WE PURPOSELY ACCOMPANY POH HOI TO BUY A PIRATED SNEAKER...!
Friday, February 1, 2008
Party time~
unexpectedly some of my classmates joined.
they are Trixie, Vvien and YanYee..
follow by ah Mui, wai, Leonard and Albert.
it's a fun night,
but Leonard drunk..
well tot he's a professional drinker,
who knows...
mm..
trying to get closer to they all,
but wat to do?!
i'm shy..
and they are really friendly.
b4 this i really thought they are high profile's gang..
so last time i only feel like won't give a damn to these 'babai' gangs..
heh..
but not really wo,
who knows they are really nice and pretty friendly..
haha.
glad to know you all gals!
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING
finally...
i can shop and get my new year clothing!!!!
just after the moment we submitted and presented our works,
me and sai mui straight away went shopping!
i get 3 tops...
i RELIEF eventually!
GOSH
hair PERMED~
me and sweetie went hair sallon.
like usual,
we went monsoon id @ 1u..
no doubt its Jimmy again!
i dyed, permed and cut my hair...
s well s my sweetie..
she permed whole hair..
but im not, just a lil bit of mine permed..
wow..
a new look of my sweetie which is totally same as Jimmy..
haha
i like my hair...
how bout my sweetie?
she like...?
ahaha!!!!!!!
pic1~ my permed hair
pic2~ my sweetie and JImmy cheng
Thursday, January 24, 2008
我怀念的..
不知不觉地,
将架车停左在旧屋门口...
好怀念 好怀念...
悌住个门口喃起了旧时一家人的生活,
每日读书之后返屋企食饭...
假日就一起带小白兔散步...
虽然得闲无事都会闹下交...
但系总好过而家er...
家不成家。
我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 记得
谁 忘了
Monday, January 21, 2008
为何他会离开你?
当无拖拍的时候又话无人追...
当有拖拍的时候又话太多人追;
花多眼乱...!
我~
却系会选择专心功课..
今日tutorial时居然卑tutor赞!
拿左我好多的 cd packaging 去show 拒...
探到拒塌塌掂拉简直!
之后载左班 friends 去 uncle win 道帮榇..
落左场好大好大的雨,
大到我悌唔到路。
惊惊险险甘去左one u lunch..
班 friend 几乎吓亲!!!
我仲无带眼镜添... GOSH
好开心 有你地!!!
sweetie 与我@粉红 >>
Sunday, January 20, 2008
开窍
迷失了自己很久的我
再次回到岗位了。
三番四次的被劝被开导...
我~醒悟了啦...
Lecx 不听停的告诉我:
不要因为过去的因素而只会站在原点..
知道自己问题在哪里就要去找办法解决!
今天我终于想开了,
过去就让他过去吧...
公,
谢谢你留下所有美好的回忆给我..
真的,我不会再逃避自己去想你..
我要放下你了..
记得你不可以生气哦!
毕竟我的生活还是要过!
何不让我开开心心去过每一天呢?
还有,我会把你刻在我的心...
酱就可以铭记于心咯!
今天我对设计的热情也回来了..
提起劲儿把功课通通赶上!
也不知道自己怎么了..
突然间很有冲劲, 想把所有东西完成!
开窍?
重生?
哈哈~凯滨再次重生了!!
Sorry to hear that...
coz been ordered by popo to drop them @ the store..
in the short journey,
i've been chilling wit with one of the auntie...
last few days, i heard popo said her grandsons had been runaway from hse.
and between the few days,
she live her life depressed..
u know how sad once a small kids of popo where look after them since they born,
and they been runaway from hse.
i think they mixed up with those gangster..
haih, 1 of them even wanted to stop his studies and he is just form 4.
the reason he gave is he wants to earn money to marry his gf.
WHAT THE FARK?!
hmm... ppl.. how if one day your children gone bad?
hmm... really scared.. i cant even imagine.. they just a burden..
how fortunate is my popo hoh..
coz she have a lovely grandson..
and i was the one okay.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
baby twins' lil mother...
met her today chilling out together with 1 of her baby!
she's a mum of 2 babies (twins)..
but still doesn't act like a mummy...
haha..
her babies are really cuuuuuute..
the 1st time we hang out with her along wit her baby..!
anyway... time past fast until i can't imagine i'm going towards 21st yo..!
and the baby can walk well without us to holds his hand..
see, how fast he grown up..!
paul asked me to vote for him...
as i viewed his photography website http://levine.aminus3.com/portfolio/
can browse it.. nice shots!
Monday, January 7, 2008
终于买左~
好爽~
贵,但系值得...
香港红勘演唱会简直没得同大马演唱会比!
我就算系悌dvd都自己情不自禁的劲high起来!
仲自己系道感动都喊...
Ah Mi 真系实力派! no doubt...
自己亦都亲身在云顶体验过Ah Mi 的实力~
全场简直high爆!我无大话!
个次亦系我第三次在大马观赏Mi的concert!
记得第一次系在我form 2 个年,
我地仲买左VIP seats 添!
个年第一次去演唱会的我真系high 到似个疯子!
还记得吗? Shocking pink live in malaysia 2004!
三场演唱会都真系值回票价!!!!!
期待你下一个演出!
写意的一日~
after i picked shups up,
we hang out at mc D for breakfast this morning will umay and muzz.
oh god! how long we never hang out together with umay and muzz?!
sorry to hear that umay has breaking up with his girl friends.
so we are like trying to cheer him up.
but he doesnt look sad.. - -lll haha~
i miss the old time like we oways chill out together last time, along with jojo and paul.
after that we thinking to go for a movie at oneU.
paul joining us but jow is not ard.. sigh~
but we finally went for lunch but not movie coz time doesnt suits.
its bout 3 am now, i received a call from shups..
she said she fell down from the staircase!!
i was like pretty worried bout wat happen to her!
she scare she'll lost her memory..
and she's crying the same time she talking..
aiyo~ how pain is my heart huh.. somemore told me her leg bleeding.
luckily she's safe now and reached home.. sigh~
a horrible yet terrible night of her..!
and again, she promised she won't go clubbing anymore..(like i believe --lll hahaha)
you are oways cared, SHUPS!
Family day
my family days are always without dad and mum.
with my 2 aunts and my lovely grandma s well s my bro.
we went ikea for a high tea coz 1 of my lil cousin said he spend us for currypuff.
haha,
really thanks to 3 of my aunts for loving me so much.. really..
in state spending times with me they also share their happiness with me always!
then after that we went shopping...........
popo keep sayin how come nowaday fashion looks sucks.. _ _lll
i was like ok, you know.. mostly the old folks cant accept the new fashions.. oops!
cheh, anyway.. i lurve popo..
last time our trip to wherever oways followed wit gong gong...
but he went away...
u wont kno how much i miss him...
Saturday, January 5, 2008
对不起~ 细佬
居然觉得有D心痛...
但系距实在太唔听叫,
成日只会打机!
我劝了他好多次距就系唔听,
家下开学啦,仲要继续打!
所以一时之气就打左落去...
我仲话: 爸爸比你打机因为距觉得内疚自己少时间陪你!
妈眯又太宠坏你!
婆婆话你唔听教!
如果你自己再唔生性读书,
以后吃亏的系你自己!
争气D啦!
就甘,
而家我自己居然觉得心痛tim...
SORRY ar!
恋上你... 4 Jan08
距系......
我 best friend D friend。
甘呢,
觉得距都几唔错...
哈哈!!!!!!!
我主动开始左同距chat..
嘻嘻....
eh... 距系....
http://profiles.friendster.com/23041727
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
01 01 2008? a mutual nite of us..
it's been a loooong time i dont have kinda feeling like i do today.
and i know you are too!
as what had i witnessed..
how flattering i can use the word awesome huh?!
okie,
MUTUAL..? haha
chilled wit rick when i got home.
unexpectedly we chat much..
nice chilling wit him..
but stop teasing me,
it will pissed me off sometimes.
never noticed that he is kinda fren that i will really talk to him aggressively.
since im a LanC guy wo (frens oways said)!
face only la, how frenly am i huh!
giggles*
i lurve the gift seriously!
awaiting for the NEXT present. oops!