CNY's eve~

reunion dinner?

is that still alive in my dictionary?

NO.

dad went away,

mum went away,

what remained?

me, sis, bro and grandma.

what hurts the most..?

once if a special season and your dearest are all not along with you..

i miss grandpa..

miss last year when we sit together last reunion dinner.

together with dad and mum with lotsa fun..

all changed..

hmm...

i cried..

cried when 1 of my aunt call me..

cant bear my tears..

but still i cant leave my grandma alone..

promise ill accomp her every festive season..

popo, you still have me..

now and forever!

hmm..

cheer up kabs!

that night i went to Foong YEe 's hse.

a best friend which i know her whole family well..

eventually i still feel some warmth there..