对唔住啊～叶保汇！

做左一件好惭愧的事啊，

呢件事激 男女男 左我最要好的朋友...

距连电话都唔接...

回复的信息全部都带刺...

好心痛～

呢期好忙，

等我交完功课之后先再探返你er...

诚心地同你讲 对唔住 啊...！

I don wan this happen!

i had a nightmare..

i dreamt a serious quarrel in our family...

i dreamt dad brought the mistress and her daughter to visit us...

she's crying and ask us accept her and her daughter..!

how could i accept them!

I CAN'T!

I CAN'T!

I CAN'T!

i even cried...

it's so damn real...!

I DON'T WANT!

I DON'T WANT!

I DON'T WANT!

他是 安德鲁？！

keith 与 andrew 的作品..

好靓，

好eye-catching...!

overall 呢个系最抢眼！

撑你地！

给‘皇后’的歌～

再見不是朋友

作曲: 伍仲衡
填詞: 林夕
編曲: 伍仲衡
監製: Gary Chan

就當你的可愛沒法擋
為何誓要不速的到訪
唯有扮不慌不忙　各不相干
仍難防　情人眉目似當初好看
道別後　完全無事幹等於說謊
想起我　捱到硬朗
怎可給你　填我空檔

＊我不信愛人離開竟可變密友
　我早有滿城朋友代你聚頭
　像情人溫柔　怕無端牽動我
　無謂要放未放手(難道你　纏綿未夠)
　我恐怕友情逃不出戀愛毒咒
　再嬉笑也難忘記為你怎樣痊y
　和舊愛人親近怎獲救
　饒恕我受夠
　(陪著你這種好友 未夠修為承受
難道共你講 新歡他 怎挽手)＊

就算有多少說話要講
如何扮知己安撫對方
如這樣好都分離　也真冤枉
為何還　前來移近你不滅臉龐
但又恨　再細看你肌膚的暗光
假使當　朋友待你
功亏一篑　無法釋放
Repeat＊

to my dearest queen..

i m i s s y o u....

='C

CNY day 3.. KUNG FU DUNK~

went sing K and movie with high school frens..

kung fu dunk..!

not bad coz i walk in without any expectation..

well it's kinda funny.

ah sa only appear quite fews time..

too bad.

can still go and watch la..

not that worst ant least some fun la..

hehe remember dont highly expect to this film..

=P

CNY day 1..

as usual Hakka culture,

today supposed to eat vegie..

mm few of us again take the meal gather with uncle and his family..

after lunch at home,

time to wait for all the relatives to visit us.

wow.. it's ang pau time!!

all of them came and it is really happening..

really hop to share wit grandpa..

haih...

both them really neva bear their responsibility..

the relatives keep asking where is your papa and mummy..

all i can answer is "they went out.."

hmm...

once again grandma fall her tears when they all asked how is her..

all i can do is stand by her lo..

said YOU STILL HAVE ME POPO..

hmm.. 1 of my aunt said let her pour out wateva she wanted to say..

ok...

noon,

i went to mum's mother hse...

haha which is another granny's hse..

they so happy when they see me..

they said unexpectedly that i will still visit to their hse even mummy not ard..

im glad to see them too!!

we talk talk talk and they so worried bout us..

then keep asking how we doing..

thanks...

oops,

my lil cousin grown 'big'..

as last time he is still a baby..

he can somemore talk to me..

i love him alot wow soooooo cute....!!

CNY's eve~

reunion dinner?

is that still alive in my dictionary?

NO.

dad went away,

mum went away,

what remained?

me, sis, bro and grandma.

what hurts the most..?

once if a special season and your dearest are all not along with you..

i miss grandpa..

miss last year when we sit together last reunion dinner.

together with dad and mum with lotsa fun..

all changed..

hmm...

i cried..

cried when 1 of my aunt call me..

cant bear my tears..

but still i cant leave my grandma alone..

promise ill accomp her every festive season..

popo, you still have me..

now and forever!

hmm..

cheer up kabs!

that night i went to Foong YEe 's hse.

a best friend which i know her whole family well..

eventually i still feel some warmth there..

UPTOWN?!

went Shopping with Tim..

bought a shoe from Converse..

after dinner wit friends,

we went a place so called 'Uptown' @ wangsa maju..

this is totally diff wit the UPTOWN i went @ PJ..

and it's actually a night market of malay style..

sigh~

we went off bout 3 o'clk..

coz we reached there already 1.30 a.m after dinner.

well,

WE PURPOSELY ACCOMPANY POH HOI TO BUY A PIRATED SNEAKER...!

Party time~

went sanctuary last night,

unexpectedly some of my classmates joined.

they are Trixie, Vvien and YanYee..

follow by ah Mui, wai, Leonard and Albert.

it's a fun night,

but Leonard drunk..

well tot he's a professional drinker,

who knows...

mm..

trying to get closer to they all,

but wat to do?!

i'm shy..

and they are really friendly.

b4 this i really thought they are high profile's gang..

so last time i only feel like won't give a damn to these 'babai' gangs..

heh..

but not really wo,

who knows they are really nice and pretty friendly..

haha.

glad to know you all gals!

SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING

ARGH~

finally...

i can shop and get my new year clothing!!!!

just after the moment we submitted and presented our works,

me and sai mui straight away went shopping!

i get 3 tops...

i RELIEF eventually!

GOSH

hair PERMED~

Day before presentation,

me and sweetie went hair sallon.

like usual,

we went monsoon id @ 1u..

no doubt its Jimmy again!

i dyed, permed and cut my hair...

s well s my sweetie..

she permed whole hair..

but im not, just a lil bit of mine permed..

wow..

a new look of my sweetie which is totally same as Jimmy..

haha

i like my hair...

how bout my sweetie?

she like...?

ahaha!!!!!!!

pic1~ my permed hair
pic2~ my sweetie and JImmy cheng

我怀念的..

寻日刻意经过左旧屋的路兜回屋企...

不知不觉地，

将架车停左在旧屋门口...

好怀念 好怀念...

悌住个门口喃起了旧时一家人的生活，

每日读书之后返屋企食饭...

假日就一起带小白兔散步...

虽然得闲无事都会闹下交...

但系总好过而家er...

家不成家。





我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 记得
谁 忘了

为何他会离开你？

人往往系犯贱的动物，

当无拖拍的时候又话无人追...

当有拖拍的时候又话太多人追；

花多眼乱...！

我～

却系会选择专心功课..

今日tutorial时居然卑tutor赞！

拿左我好多的 cd packaging 去show 拒...

探到拒塌塌掂拉简直！

之后载左班 friends 去 uncle win 道帮榇..

落左场好大好大的雨，

大到我悌唔到路。

惊惊险险甘去左one u lunch..

班 friend 几乎吓亲！！！

我仲无带眼镜添... GOSH

好开心 有你地！！！

sweetie 与我@粉红 >>

开窍

久违的我终于开窍了...

迷失了自己很久的我

再次回到岗位了。

三番四次的被劝被开导...

我～醒悟了啦...

Lecx 不听停的告诉我：

不要因为过去的因素而只会站在原点..

知道自己问题在哪里就要去找办法解决！

今天我终于想开了，

过去就让他过去吧...

公，

谢谢你留下所有美好的回忆给我..

真的，我不会再逃避自己去想你..

我要放下你了..

记得你不可以生气哦！

毕竟我的生活还是要过！

何不让我开开心心去过每一天呢？

还有，我会把你刻在我的心...

酱就可以铭记于心咯！


今天我对设计的热情也回来了..

提起劲儿把功课通通赶上！

也不知道自己怎么了..

突然间很有冲劲， 想把所有东西完成！

开窍？

重生？

哈哈～凯滨再次重生了！！

Sorry to hear that...

This evening i picked up 2 friends of my grandma to a super market,

coz been ordered by popo to drop them @ the store..

in the short journey,

i've been chilling wit with one of the auntie...

last few days, i heard popo said her grandsons had been runaway from hse.

and between the few days,

she live her life depressed..

u know how sad once a small kids of popo where look after them since they born,

and they been runaway from hse.

i think they mixed up with those gangster..

haih, 1 of them even wanted to stop his studies and he is just form 4.

the reason he gave is he wants to earn money to marry his gf.

WHAT THE FARK?!

hmm... ppl.. how if one day your children gone bad?

hmm... really scared.. i cant even imagine.. they just a burden..

how fortunate is my popo hoh..

coz she have a lovely grandson..

and i was the one okay.

baby twins' lil mother...

yes is her, my really best friend..

met her today chilling out together with 1 of her baby!

she's a mum of 2 babies (twins)..

but still doesn't act like a mummy...

haha..

her babies are really cuuuuuute..

the 1st time we hang out with her along wit her baby..!

anyway... time past fast until i can't imagine i'm going towards 21st yo..!

and the baby can walk well without us to holds his hand..

see, how fast he grown up..!

paul asked me to vote for him...

as i viewed his photography website http://levine.aminus3.com/portfolio/

can browse it.. nice shots!

终于买左～

终于买左 SHOW Mi concert 2007 珍藏版～

好爽～

贵，但系值得...

香港红勘演唱会简直没得同大马演唱会比！

我就算系悌dvd都自己情不自禁的劲high起来！

仲自己系道感动都喊...

Ah Mi 真系实力派！ no doubt...

自己亦都亲身在云顶体验过Ah Mi 的实力～

全场简直high爆！我无大话！

个次亦系我第三次在大马观赏Mi的concert!

记得第一次系在我form 2 个年，

我地仲买左VIP seats 添！

个年第一次去演唱会的我真系high 到似个疯子！

还记得吗？ Shocking pink live in malaysia 2004!

三场演唱会都真系值回票价！！！！！

期待你下一个演出！

写意的一日～

1st day of school reopen.

after i picked shups up,

we hang out at mc D for breakfast this morning will umay and muzz.

oh god! how long we never hang out together with umay and muzz?!

sorry to hear that umay has breaking up with his girl friends.

so we are like trying to cheer him up.

but he doesnt look sad.. - -lll haha~

i miss the old time like we oways chill out together last time, along with jojo and paul.

after that we thinking to go for a movie at oneU.

paul joining us but jow is not ard.. sigh~

but we finally went for lunch but not movie coz time doesnt suits.

its bout 3 am now, i received a call from shups..

she said she fell down from the staircase!!

i was like pretty worried bout wat happen to her!

she scare she'll lost her memory..

and she's crying the same time she talking..

aiyo~ how pain is my heart huh.. somemore told me her leg bleeding.

luckily she's safe now and reached home.. sigh~

a horrible yet terrible night of her..!

and again, she promised she won't go clubbing anymore..(like i believe --lll hahaha)

you are oways cared, SHUPS!

Family day

First of all,

my family days are always without dad and mum.

with my 2 aunts and my lovely grandma s well s my bro.

we went ikea for a high tea coz 1 of my lil cousin said he spend us for currypuff.

haha,

really thanks to 3 of my aunts for loving me so much.. really..

in state spending times with me they also share their happiness with me always!

then after that we went shopping...........

popo keep sayin how come nowaday fashion looks sucks.. _ _lll

i was like ok, you know.. mostly the old folks cant accept the new fashions.. oops!

cheh, anyway.. i lurve popo..

last time our trip to wherever oways followed wit gong gong...

but he went away...

u wont kno how much i miss him...

对不起~ 细佬

头先用左藤条打左细佬一鞭...

居然觉得有D心痛...

但系距实在太唔听叫，

成日只会打机！

我劝了他好多次距就系唔听，

家下开学啦，仲要继续打！

所以一时之气就打左落去...

我仲话： 爸爸比你打机因为距觉得内疚自己少时间陪你！
妈眯又太宠坏你！
婆婆话你唔听教！
如果你自己再唔生性读书，
以后吃亏的系你自己！
争气D啦！

就甘，
而家我自己居然觉得心痛tim...
SORRY ar!