From another.

如何讓你遇見我，

　在我最美麗的時刻為這，

我已在佛前求了五百年，

　求祂讓我們結一段塵緣。

佛於是把我化作一棵樹，

　長在你必經的路旁，

陽光下慎重地開滿了花，

　朵朵都是我前世的盼望。

當你走近請你細聽，

　那顫抖的葉是我等待的熱情。

而當你終於無視地走過，

　在你身後落了一地的，

朋友啊那不是花瓣，

　是我凋零的心。

原詩：「一棵開花的樹 」 席慕蓉

Thanks.

Miracle...

个天下雨了

我们太熟了

关系稳定了

学费摆平了

经过所有小波浪 

一切又恢复安静了

回家途中

看见路边的中学生

想着 

十年前的我们并不相识

现在却如此密切

笑了一笑

世界多细小

缘分多奥妙

爱是怀疑

寻日他问他‘系唔系已经开始对他无感觉?

呢句说话不断浮现在他脑海里
是心虚 还是 否认
他 真系分不清楚

今朝冲凉是时忽然间回忆起 他对他的好
生日蛋糕
生日大餐
笨苯的礼物
为他用力的钉洞(皮带)
需要他时 他的出现
每一次的凑巧
仲有 饥饿时温暖现身的饼饼
所有所有
他真系 感动了

呢一刻的他 有点眼红红
好想抱紧这分钟
大力的抱着他

请容许他在这里多要求一点
希望每一次对望时 他会将他看进眼里
他好久没有从他眼中看到自己了

与其去怀疑他是否对他还有感觉吗
不如他将他的手牵紧 继续的走向未来的路呢?
他庆幸遇到他

切记珍惜

"快别让我 快别让我
快别让我颤抖
快对我说 快对我说
快对我说 爱

直到自由像海岸线一样
随潮汐冲散
什么都自然"
quote from: 爱人动物 苏打绿
nice song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7EeJlz5ltw

给 铃~

;( 今日心情并不是太好 唔舒服
开始对这个社会觉得失望
呢几日 身边发生左D不愉快的事
点解这个社会生存着如此无知的人?
又点解这个社会生存着如此无聊的人?

请容许我在这里狠毒的诅咒他
这一辈子都生仔无屎忽!
我相信他会有报应的

亲爱的 铃
你的勇敢 我们都看见了
也深深的打动了我们
因为你 我眼眶红了
心里的怒火不停的在焚
昨天的那通电话 我俩都苦了
真的公道自在人心
当所有外人都冲着你来时
记得 望一望你身边
你 还有我们
还有我们和你同一阵线
支持你 明白你

我真系好心痛
点解你会受到这样的遭遇
我甚至担心
担心你会抱着这个阴影一辈子

坚强点 会过去的

给你的

你最勇敢 TWINS
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_eUM_W6466k

宠物

为他的的宠物设计的新衣，喜欢吗?

死亡

人到底会走上了怎样的绝路

而会选择了结自己的生命呢?

是不是因为身边没有了什么力量再去驱使他们活下来呢?

我自己觉得生命真系好脆弱

亦觉得自己对死也逐渐麻木

我珍惜身边所有用心珍惜我的人

问心无愧

毕竟我害怕有一天身边的他们会突然离开我

不想自己会后悔当初

好想问

你有真心地珍惜我吗?

当我们可以笑对生死

死已经不再可怕

( 感触于某人部落)

飘零燕

今日唔G点解 无拉拉发脾气

激嬲左你 令你嬲到 off 机...

我知错拉...

dinner time,

a round table without a complete family..

i thought i can get used to it..

who knows... 

i cant..

i miss the old time with daddy mummy and gong gong

let it flow.. my dear kabs...

='(

飘零燕

作曲：林健华 
填词：李峻一 

从前从前　曾拖紧母亲手臂 
童年童年　渴睡中她亲面冚被 
可惜一天　她竟收拾行李　没再一起 

何时离巢　长空展翅的小燕 
仍然茫然　半路中双亲望不见 
只好解释　一家安乐如意　没有多少 

＊然而剩我一个 
更加飞得坚壮　总算收获 
然而倦了　哭了 
盼双亲再如初　抱紧我 

荡失的孤燕想归家 
处处雪　处处冷 
降落到哪里才是家 
我(你)必须要拍翼挣扎 
习惯孤独　长空中往返 

飞出生天　我(你)会怕　也会冷 
对逝去童年仍念挂 
漫天风雪　独自招架 
但再长大　还是会想她 
(你已长大　能独个归家 
前路会掌握　寒夜再飞返) 

男孩男孩　能供给爱跟关注 
然而怀疑　最後彼此不易相处 
多少相恋　终生不用情变　绝对保鲜 

虔诚祈求　城中所有的小燕 
无尤无愁　冷夜中双亲赠温暖 
一位不少　一家安定无缺　没有纷扰 
repeat *

终于....读完了《小王子》

谢谢 G君 送我的一本哲学小说...

G君是一个导游，每当他去一个国家他都会带一样纪念品给我..

这是第三份 上海。

脑里有很多感想..

我 是一个迷失在异星球的他 还是小王子...?

故事的内容是酱的：

“在遥远的星球上住着一位天真善良的小王子，他和他心爱的花儿生活在一起...爱，宽容和束缚在他的生命中交错出现。

终于有一天，怀着忧伤 他离开了自己的星球，开始了宇宙之旅⋯

他游历了不同的星球，见识了统治欲膨胀的国王，自以为是的自大狂，矛盾重重的酒鬼，唯利是图的商人，忠于职守的灯夫，死守教条的地理学家⋯⋯他不明白这些人忙忙碌碌到底在追求什么。他笃信拥有了自己的玫瑰，就等于拥有了自己的爱。”

知足 我想是他想表达的意思吧...

里面有一句：“因为一朵此时我们看不到的花儿，星星才看起来那么的美丽”

我领悟了...

就如我想念或喜欢一个东西，得不到不一定我要拥有他... 偶尔想起或去看一看他，知道他的存在不就好了吗...？

有人说这只是个童话，在现实世界里根本不会存在着所谓真正知足的人。

我 同意

我就是那个不知足的人... 你呢...？

这一刻，我们在与天斗！

“大地动怒晃荡，课室里那朗朗读书声夏然休止。时间永恒静驻。

四川倒塌的残恒断壁中，有他的一双手，那双刚要翻开书页，却再也来不及欣赏朗读的手。他再也读不到这次7.8级地震的万切。未来，和他的断臂一样，截成两半，没有了.............”

i read this on a newspaper...

i really can't imagine... why all this happen in just a sudden?

and it's cause the death of how many thousand of lives...?

imagine if i'm one of the victim....

how would i feel? or i could say i don even have the chance to make thing clear...

never!

a number of people died for this natural disaster...

and come on, it takes how many thousand of lives..?!

how depressing when i see thru all the photography?!

mother looking for her son, a son looking for his old mother..!

argh... can't bear my tears ever since i had my glanced at all of the pics...

tmr i will gonna make a donation box and ask all my friends to donate.. 

and send to the organizer to help the victim.. 

even i believe i'll get not much.. but still atleast i lend a hand to help.

Breakfast at McDonald' (an article from web)

I am a mother  of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college  degree. 


The last  class I had to take was Sociology. 


The teacher  was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human  being had been graced with. 


Her last  project of the term was called, 'Smile.' 


The class was  asked to go out and smile at three people and document their  reactions. 


I am a very  friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I  thought this would be a piece of cake, 
literally. 


Soon after we  were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to  McDonald's one crisp March morning.. 


It was just  our way of sharing special playtime with our son. 


We were  standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone  around us began to back away, and then 


even my  husband did. 


I did not  move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me  as I turned to see why they had moved. 


As I turned  around I smelled a horrible 'dirty body' smell, and there standing  behind me were two poor homeless men. 


As I looked  down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was  'smiling'. 


His beautiful  sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for  acceptance. 


He said,  'Good day' as he counted the few coins he had been  clutching. 


The second  man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the  second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his  salvation. 


I held my tears as I stood there  with them. 


The young lady at the counter  asked him what they wanted. 


He said, 'Coffee is all Miss'  because that was all they could afford. (If they wanted to sit in the  restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be  warm). 


Then I really felt it - the  compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man  with the blue eyes. 
 
That is when I noticed all eyes in the 
restaurant were set on me, judging 
my every action. 



I smiled and asked the young lady  behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate  tray. 


I then walked around the corner to  the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on  the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold  hand. 


He looked up at me, with tears in  his eyes, and said, 'Thank you.' 


I leaned over, began to pat his  hand and said, 'I did not do this for you.. God is here working through  me to give you hope.' 


I started to cry as I walked away  to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and  said, 'That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me  hope.' 


We held hands for a moment and at  that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given  were we able to give. 


We are not church goers, but we  are believers. 


That day showed me the pure Light  of God's sweet love. 


I returned to college, on the last  evening of class, with this story in hand. 


I turned in 'my project' and the  instructor read it. 


Then she looked up at me and said,  'Can I share this?'


I slowly nodded as she got the  attention of the class. 


She began to read and that is when  I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to  heal people and to be healed. 


In my own way I had touched the  people at McDonald's, my son,the instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a  college student. 


I graduated with one of the  biggest lessons I would ever learn: 


UNCONDITIONAL  ACCEPTANCE. 


Much love and compassion is sent  to each and every person who may read this and learn how  to 
 

 

LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - 
NOT  LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE. 


There is an Angel sent to watch  over you. 


In order for her to work, you must  pass this on to the people you want watched over. 


An Angel  wrote: 
Many people will walk in and out  of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your  heart. 


To handle yourself, use your  head. 
To handle others, use your  heart. 

             
 
 
God Gives every bird it's food,  but He does not throw it into its nest. 
 

this is really an meaningful article..to me..

and to u i hope..

take some time to realize, 

you will get the meaning behind...

she wrote to me... =C

hi, there is sgt i want to settle with u..i hope you'll accept it..anyway is not i want to fool u or what but this is solution i have made that can we just be friend??i think is better to be friend than in a relationship..anyway i just want to be alone and i dont want any interruption in my life and yet i'll busy and not free to think abt any love..and yet i just found out u dont understand me..well u want to be hot tempered go ahead i just hope you'll be patients next time..this is not my number is not a matter of surprise or what...i been scold just because your call cant u understand me??well i decide to be friend rather to be in a relationship i'm not fooling you..i dont fool ppl..well tkc there...have safe flight back to kl..just keep in touch thru frenster..i have no time to online with you..anyway god bless you in everything..i hope u'll forget the past n look forward..tkz for being such a nice trest to me..but i cant tk it the way you treat me..sometime ur cold sometime ur warm..but i cant accept it..anyway tkc. there..i hope you'll understand me and dont hate me..cause i hope we'll be still friend..bye.tkc.


today i read bck my friendster msg where my frens sent me last time.. hmm... i found this.. a 'girl' fren sent to me few months ago.... hmm... wonder if we ever be together that time... hmm, really donno wat a girl want.. really... maybe i care too much.. 

hot temper?! haha... so funny after me and my fren saw this.. i don need a judge by her.. all my frens know my personality. hmm.. but is good too, now i kno wat kinda girl she is... and just after read thru her blog.. 

hmm, i did felt depressed last time when i saw this. but its ok.. when her slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up.. thanks for being so sweet to me that time.

special for Y..

wonder since when, thats a gap between us..

changes from a really best friend to stranger..

wonder since when u deleted my contacts..

i bet we don even talk from the day before i go AUS until now ..

wonder if u believe, i did miss you, thinking of you these days..

even the days at AUS..

i bought a m&m  choc dispenser for u from AUS..

but i still dare not to take it for u until now..

i don wan to bother you not because i'll forget u..

but seriously, i keep u in my deep heart..

the dispenser is still with me and it's displaying on the table of my room..

i keep every single word you sent..

MSG: sense of growing up..do it great man..all the best to u~take k

date: 10/25/2007 10:34 am this is the 1st msg you sent me since i bck from AUS.. wondering wat to say.. this blog entry is just really wanna prove it to u.. U R OWAYS CARED..! recently, i received your msg.. and i really glad to see that.. i wonder wat to reply.. coz im really scared if im offended again, and you will not gonna talk to me again.. Y, I MISS YOU! =1 Y is a gal that i admire.. we are really best fren before the worse thing happen between us. i treasure her.. i might be too aggressive last time.. but time passing so fast.. many things changed, i gone thru many things between the time we lost our contact.. now,she's back, again.. really wanna tell her, i wont offend again until u runaway from me.. i promise..!

我给凯滨的信

凯滨，

最近你点啊？ 生活的好唔好啊..? 知你最近个心好乱，你还好吗？ 我觉得你的思想成熟左好多.. 尤其是你的爱情观 你深知在呢个圈子好难寻找真爱 但系你始终好努力地去尝试 我知你甚至慢慢体化左你个圈子的人同事.. 这个世界是多么的现实及残酷 你要小心保护自己！ 我亦对你有信心 你那清晰的头脑 足以显示出你是理智的 对吗？ 

近来你头脑一直回忆返你共他的亿记 你是否堕入左个陷阱？ 唔好啊 记住 你的意志力是多么的强 我觉得你会控制到自己 我知你自己亦都清楚知道自己做紧咩 临跌之前切记煞车 

三人游戏并不是这么好玩 伤心geh始终系一个人 你觉得他会陪你伤心吗？ 系唔会 我也知你寻逆中寻找着真正爱惜自己的他 你亦会觉得疲累 毕竟处处撩人并不是你的长处 无错 系有D难 卑多D时间er.. 爱情系无得急架 慢慢利 

最后切记切记 你的学业 唔好忽略了它 他先是你未来的引路人 我记得你话过你唔想你的一生就甘平平淡淡的过去 你要活得比我更加精彩啊！

                                                                                                                                 我上

愛一個人~

愛一個人，要了解，也要開解； 
要道歉，也要道謝； 
要認錯，也要改錯； 
要體貼，也要體諒； 
是接受，而不是忍受； 
是寬容，而不是縱容； 
是支持，而不是支配； 
是慰問，而不是質問； 
是傾訴，而不是控訴； 
是難忘，而不是遺忘； 
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代...

国鸿～

国鸿这个字有多久没有从我口中叫出了....

自己也渐渐的模糊...

今日去左距间铺头食肉骨茶，

一次四堂车去左subang稳距..

好奈无见到距啦..

以前我们是多么的熟悉..

而家却又陌生的如此生疏..

就因为个一次发生左几严重的错事，

注成今日最熟悉的陌生人..

当日如兄弟相称的我们，

今日居然在彼此心中～

就算你企我面前 彼此的心依然这么近 那么远..

好想问 你最近还好吗？

反紧屋企途中

我忍唔住sms左距..

个两个简单又沉重的字～

拜拜  也

最后 他回复左我～

下次再见:)

就甘 

无言的结局 ＝X

祝你开心！

A Feeling of being CARED..

yesterday was leonard birthday,

we went dinner with him to celebrate his birthday..

that night i received a call from cheng keat..

a really best fren that i neva talk to him for quite long even everytime we went out together with a gang of frens..

wondering how to say.. but i kno we care each other..

on the phone,

he said he went to my hse to fix the washing machine..

i could neva realize that this is the 2nd time he went there to fix it..

coz everytime mummy make call..

he scolded me..

he said don oways put in the small coins to the machine no wonder oways break down..!

and its expensive to fix..!

the switch broke down and the paip stucked do you kno?

i was like I REALLY KNO...

but wat to do...

daddy not here anymore... 

i donno to fix, HOW?!

i replied WHY SCOLD ME WO!

then he said im not scold u i just want u to kno..

be aware oways..

next time if it break down again gimme a call don call to my company!

i come to fix it for you k..

as well as the switch and the paip..

this sun i come your hse to fix all wateva not functioning..

i feel warmth and being cared..

and he finally shows his cares so obvious...

hmm...

all i can say is... THANK YOU..

dai gor gor!

Thanks GOD!

tuesday, 11mac

this afternoon after we submitted our project 3 n 4,

we decided to go clubbing that nite..

and we are so excited... coz long time we neva chilling out together..

something bad happens all in a sudden..

winnie felt uncomfortable coz she period for quite many days,

 

but still haven stop..

after that, B brought her to see a dr..

after scan the report shown that a tumor in her private part...

argh..! how could this happen to her again?!

when sweetie call to inform me i was shocked in half sleep..!

she cried.. everyone cried on the spot..

and i rush to her hse.. and keep cheer her up..

we all are bearing our tears obviously...

the other day, we brought her to double check to confirm whether isit true,

who knows all bad things come to an end..!

thanks god thats just a small normal tumor..

and medicine can well remove the tumor..

we had a bad day last nite..

and this gave me a good thought..

whereby be brave to do everythg u decide to do..

don hesitate and scared to be regret..

or else u wont kno wat will happen the next seconds..!

because of her i cried..

my mind keep flashing back the memory between us and winnie..

she's really a best fren to me.. and a good ah ma..

we gone thru many untill we can the tough frenship between us..

i don wan to lost her...

haha... god bless..!

I LOVE YOU LEE WAI GAU!

(she sure scold me coz i listed all here.. but i really hop to share my thoughts here.. friends out there.. you are all treasured..!)

a HK friend visited me..

last week,

a HK fren visited me..

he is JIM..!

i brought him travel around KL..

we went shopping, KLCC, china town and bla bla..

for sure brought him to eat malaysian food..!

unbelievable he can eat spicy food well...

not like chou chun kit...!!

haha..

hk's life style is just so different to malaysia lifestyle..

i was so envy and jealous...

they can buy branded stuff easily with their high salary...

hmmmmmm some pressure chilling out with him,

he wears diesel, d 2 squares, CK, as well as marc jacob, Dior homme....!!

argh, how i hop i can finish my studies as fast as possible..

and work to get all the branded stuff..!!

but i think even i work my salary oso less than enough to buy those brands..

argh...

people said proud to be a malaysian...

me?

i don agree.......................................

at nite,

we went to a club..

this club i wont go if not he keep convincing me to accompany...

i thought thats a nice club with good environment..

who knows me and jim extremely disappointed..

it's sucx! and lotsa malay...

we'd rather go another club...

Jim is a nice fren..

hmm, unexpectedly we can chat well while this is the 1st time we meet..

and he said malaysian canto he really cant understand but i can talk well like a hong kee..

haha i wonder y oso..

maybe oways talk with chou chun kit gua..!

对唔住啊～叶保汇！

做左一件好惭愧的事啊，

呢件事激 男女男 左我最要好的朋友...

距连电话都唔接...

回复的信息全部都带刺...

好心痛～

呢期好忙，

等我交完功课之后先再探返你er...

诚心地同你讲 对唔住 啊...！

I don wan this happen!

i had a nightmare..

i dreamt a serious quarrel in our family...

i dreamt dad brought the mistress and her daughter to visit us...

she's crying and ask us accept her and her daughter..!

how could i accept them!

I CAN'T!

I CAN'T!

I CAN'T!

i even cried...

it's so damn real...!

I DON'T WANT!

I DON'T WANT!

I DON'T WANT!